HEART TORMENTING BULLET THAT KILLED MY DATING DESIRES.

Love is complicated,limit your trust and expect anything.

 Myahudi nitakoma,siri zangu semasema.Shida zangu kizisema,hadharani wazisema.Moyo wangu wa uvuma,kisamaki wauchoma.Nani nimfungulie,mtima wangu ausome?

(Poem by Boniface Musyoki showing my disappointments by letting out my secrets)

Boniface Musyoki,Why do you not date despite being a total man.This is the question have found the most difficult to answer.I still remain in my unique cacoon trying to heal from a heart tomenting bullet that hit me this year during my industrial attachment.

African saying,in its new ecosystem a lion will look for a lioness.Adhering to this saying,I met Cate.She was so beautiful and well build.To me she was the most beautiful lady have ever set eyes on.Her face,well placed and shining eyes,forward pointed breasts,the 'back'...remains memories never to fade from my brain.

"Are you the famous Boniface?I have listened to your news bulletin,best of best.Your voice is so good and unique."Such words sunk and vibrated my heart.To me a rare opportunity had finally availed itself."My brother,opportunities just nock once."These solomonic advice from my cousin was enough to strategise on snarching this rare mammal.

I vividly remember one day as I was very tired walking majestically to Wote town from the studio.I had a very bad flu and I needed to seek medication as soon as possible.I spotted my 'sweetheart' from far.She rushed to me and hugged me tightly.The hug was so warm and unique.I  no longer felt the flu.To me that was a medicinal hug which I really yearned even in my future.

We made up our minds,to proceed to the famous green park at Wote town.After what we called a minor outing and having strategised a major one,we called it a day.Five days later as I came to pick my 'bebby' I found her so much stressed.We had no other option rather than cancelling the long and eagerly waited outing.This  is when I discovered that she had another boy friend.

She decided to sought for help by getting advice from her best friend little did she new that her boyfriend was the new boyfriend to her friend."Cate,Mechael is my new boyfriend.I should never find anyone dating him.I spot someone joking with my 'love'shall kill her."Such words sunk in Cate's heart like missiles.

"I love this lady but she is playing hidden cards behind my back."This were my tears triggering words to my best friend Joshua.That evening as I was going for choir practice,I met Joshua.Even before greetings I found myself helplessly lying down suffering from oxgen debt.This was as a result of flying kicks I received from Joshua."Listen to me young boy,Cate is my new girlfriend.I love her so much and won't let poverty stinging men like you snarch my bebby." I couldn't believe.I wondered why this could happen to me.

Dear friends,love is like football.The winner is not known until the last whistle.Never put your full trust on people.Be wise and expect anything in love.Limit telling your secrets to people since your wishes my backfire hence psychologically tormenting you.